So off I heads to my next place of work to help them out..........never seem to have any myself but there you go, was an opportunity of catching up with me old work mates and having a gossip.

Bessie mate from work said how she hoped I'd get something else work wise as I had plenty more years of working and it was time I found something I enjoyed as life is far too short to hate going there everyday, and she's right.

Was a rather enjoyable afternoon and I found that my stress jitters were non-apparent and i was smiling and laughing with my work mates, something I haven't done in a long time and can't wait to go back tomorrow for a couple of hours.

Have returned home and spoken to hubby about my appointment with nurse and explained how I really need to bring my stress down, he's always there for me but tends to get a little het-up when he feels he can't help me :(   He's always the one who hears my moans first hand and for that I thank him, he's always the one to cuddle me when I'm down and for that, I love him and he's always the one who makes me belly laugh and for that, I adore him.

Time to let things go that I don't need to worry about and start building my life how I want it, not how I would wish for it to go.